You really are kind. There isn't really a reason for you to talk to me after what I did, and no one would criticize you if you'd decided to ignore me for the rest of our stay here.
Alright, then I'll also say this: I can promise not to target him, but what I can't promise is what I'll do if he's the one who starts going after me. I'm not exactly going to lay down and die for that, and if you get to be a little selfish about that, then so do I.
Oh, that. I mean, I still kind of see people as my "enemies"? Even if I wanted to see them as my friends, I just have really contradictory feelings about it. Like I want to be friends with people? But I'm just like this I guess.
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Date: 2018-12-18 04:01 am (UTC)Alright, then I'll also say this: I can promise not to target him, but what I can't promise is what I'll do if he's the one who starts going after me. I'm not exactly going to lay down and die for that, and if you get to be a little selfish about that, then so do I.
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Date: 2018-12-18 04:09 am (UTC)I guess I am.
And that's entirely fair. I'll accept that much. Thank you.
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Date: 2018-12-18 07:02 am (UTC)You sure went out of your way to tell me this, though. Considering what you were saying that night... it's kind of surprising.
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Date: 2018-12-18 12:18 pm (UTC)... And is it really?
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Date: 2018-12-19 03:28 am (UTC)Well, you said you wouldn't see them as your friends, so I thought the same thing would've applied to someone you love.
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Date: 2018-12-20 09:18 pm (UTC)Oh, that. I mean, I still kind of see people as my "enemies"? Even if I wanted to see them as my friends, I just have really contradictory feelings about it. Like I want to be friends with people? But I'm just like this I guess.
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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Date: 2018-12-23 09:46 pm (UTC)Is that because you're worried about being betrayed by people?
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Date: 2018-12-24 12:48 am (UTC)And yeah. It's not the entire picture, but that's part of it.