[Plz enlighten him Inaba. But hmm, 'talk about feelings'-- huh. Is this...]
I only know about what I've heard from Blue Angel, but it seems an awful lot like you're being 'tsundere' here.
Honestly, I wasn't really interested in targeting him to begin with, but thanks for the warning. Any particular reason as to why you're so adamant on him living, though?
[ She is not going to answer Rean immediately because she is actually thinking about how to answer. There's a lot of Someone is typing. . . on the chat before there's finally a response of: ]
I know that saying "I'm not tsundere" will not convince you, but that's absolutely not what this is.
I just think that you might need someone to talk to without having to... pretend, entirely, I guess? I don't know if the others on our side would, Syazel's kind of weird, and Cinque is Cinque. And the Barghest is probably going to die soon, so.
And thank you. He might attempt to kill you if he ever finds out that you killed me, as a heads up, but uh. The reason is that I have feelings for him? So I want to protect him as much as I can. Even if that means that others might potentially get hurt. It's awfully selfish of me and I don't necessarily want more people to die, but it's a "worst case scenario" kind of thing.
You really are kind. There isn't really a reason for you to talk to me after what I did, and no one would criticize you if you'd decided to ignore me for the rest of our stay here.
Alright, then I'll also say this: I can promise not to target him, but what I can't promise is what I'll do if he's the one who starts going after me. I'm not exactly going to lay down and die for that, and if you get to be a little selfish about that, then so do I.
Oh, that. I mean, I still kind of see people as my "enemies"? Even if I wanted to see them as my friends, I just have really contradictory feelings about it. Like I want to be friends with people? But I'm just like this I guess.
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Date: 2018-12-17 03:40 am (UTC)[Plz enlighten him Inaba. But hmm, 'talk about feelings'-- huh. Is this...]
I only know about what I've heard from Blue Angel, but it seems an awful lot like you're being 'tsundere' here.
Honestly, I wasn't really interested in targeting him to begin with, but thanks for the warning. Any particular reason as to why you're so adamant on him living, though?
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Date: 2018-12-17 03:51 am (UTC)I know that saying "I'm not tsundere" will not convince you, but that's absolutely not what this is.
I just think that you might need someone to talk to without having to... pretend, entirely, I guess? I don't know if the others on our side would, Syazel's kind of weird, and Cinque is Cinque. And the Barghest is probably going to die soon, so.
And thank you. He might attempt to kill you if he ever finds out that you killed me, as a heads up, but uh. The reason is that I have feelings for him? So I want to protect him as much as I can. Even if that means that others might potentially get hurt. It's awfully selfish of me and I don't necessarily want more people to die, but it's a "worst case scenario" kind of thing.
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Date: 2018-12-18 04:01 am (UTC)Alright, then I'll also say this: I can promise not to target him, but what I can't promise is what I'll do if he's the one who starts going after me. I'm not exactly going to lay down and die for that, and if you get to be a little selfish about that, then so do I.
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Date: 2018-12-18 04:09 am (UTC)I guess I am.
And that's entirely fair. I'll accept that much. Thank you.
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Date: 2018-12-18 07:02 am (UTC)You sure went out of your way to tell me this, though. Considering what you were saying that night... it's kind of surprising.
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Date: 2018-12-18 12:18 pm (UTC)... And is it really?
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Date: 2018-12-19 03:28 am (UTC)Well, you said you wouldn't see them as your friends, so I thought the same thing would've applied to someone you love.
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Date: 2018-12-20 09:18 pm (UTC)Oh, that. I mean, I still kind of see people as my "enemies"? Even if I wanted to see them as my friends, I just have really contradictory feelings about it. Like I want to be friends with people? But I'm just like this I guess.
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Date: 2018-12-23 09:46 pm (UTC)Is that because you're worried about being betrayed by people?
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Date: 2018-12-24 12:48 am (UTC)And yeah. It's not the entire picture, but that's part of it.